it always waits I

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it always waits.

long enough

for me to begin

to forget.

to have

a semblance

of certainty

in a new reality

where things are slightly better.

normal, maybe.

long enough

so my eyes

can collapse

into dreams

bursting at the seams

with what seems

to be tranquility.

long enough

to feel as though

it was long enough

ago

and i can finally

let go.

until it stops waiting.

 

© Hudson Biko

Photograph by Annie Spratt

2.am

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living in this paradox of mobility and immobility.

watching hours turn into days,

days into months,

months into years,

years into lifetimes,

diluted into an infinity of others that existed before us

as we stayed silent in these corrugated lines

living on the margins of timelines

that cut through rationality

with thin blades piercing

as we found ourselves

asking if this is

living

at all

 

© Hudson Biko

Photograph by Tim Trad