reclamation

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i hear them speak of reclamation

of things

of people

of themselves

and in a little while

a brittle smile

breaks away

at the corners of lips

that remain shut

as i begin to think about

the whereabouts

in which they

frantically search

for all these things

that already left

 

© Hudson Biko

Photograph: Pan Xiaozhen

 

Clockwork

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Eyelids flicker

as rotating

hands

as giant as

ants blow

unfathomed

possibilities

held

in revolving

days I watch

dissipate

from

maelstroms

of

insouciant

realities

i call

“Could have beens”

disappear into

realms

of regret

i keep holding on to

when they were

never mine to begin with

 

and i cant stop them

 

© Hudson Biko

Photograph: Ioana Casapu

 

 

 

 

 

Do Things At Your Own Time

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I think that sometimes we forget

That we aren’t meant to be anywhere.

That our lives don’t have deadlines or regulations.

That at this very moment,

We are formulating and experiencing our own distinct journeys.

Journeys that aren’t regulated or paralleled by pre-conceived expectations

But by our own doing.

Exactly when we need to.

© Hudson Biko

Photograph by Quino Al

  • Picked and edited from an earlier essay I wrote and came across today. 💫❤️

Frustrations

 

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Fable legs give way to loud voices

that echo across walls

cracking underneath

their shortfalls

at thirty to midnight

As thirsty

lungs

inflate

in bated

breath

Drowning

in

withheld words,

that

somehow,

strangle us

and

throw us,

across internal walls

made of frustration

and desperation

In a cracking room

that’s somewhat

falling apart

because you

couldn’t hold yourself

t o g e t h e r

you only

tethered

on cracks

you created

Because you let your fable legs

f

a

l

l

When they needed you most

And i still held you.

 

© Hudson Biko

Photograph: Averie Woodard