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living in this paradox of mobility and immobility.

watching hours turn into days,

days into months,

months into years,

years into lifetimes,

diluted into an infinity of others that existed before us

as we stayed silent in these corrugated lines

living on the margins of timelines

that cut through rationality

with thin blades piercing

as we found ourselves

asking if this is

living

at all

 

© Hudson Biko

Photograph by Tim Trad

meaning

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found drowning in created connotations

 

that lived in the shadows

held by

perceived permutations

where nights

protected by cold sheets

gave way to even colder mornings

as i lay

waiting for meaning in moments

like these

never finding it in I

or the eyes

that stared back

maybe now i do

 

© Hudson Biko

Photograph: Pan Xiaozhen

 

 

Memories

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Memories hang at the precipice of nightfall

Each somewhat held by familiar voices

That crack at the echos

And dissipate across galaxies

Struggling to hold

on to the fallacies

we fed ourselves

as each finger was greased

by midnight oil

And encouraged to let go

Encouraged to b r e a k

 

Because parts of us already did

Because

Parts of us

hanged at the precipice for a little to long

Because

Parts of us struggled to get full on to the fallacies we fed ourselves

Because

Parts of us

Weren’t us

And

they never will be.

 

© Hudson Biko

Photograph: Sharon Christina

 

 

Do Things At Your Own Time

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I think that sometimes we forget

That we aren’t meant to be anywhere.

That our lives don’t have deadlines or regulations.

That at this very moment,

We are formulating and experiencing our own distinct journeys.

Journeys that aren’t regulated or paralleled by pre-conceived expectations

But by our own doing.

Exactly when we need to.

© Hudson Biko

Photograph by Quino Al

  • Picked and edited from an earlier essay I wrote and came across today. 💫❤️